LOGBOOK

How 2 See a Plant

summer ‘22 cohort

What is your relationship like to the wider living world?

session 1 | grasses

the grass told me…

a new song written by ben & the garden plants


Here Still [demo]
Ben Roberts

grass told me don’t run about,
for nourishment will come to you
if you stay in place.

grass said move to and fro
and go where you will,
but i think i’ll stay right here
and just remain still.

my eyes are fixed on the sky
my feet stretched in the ground—
why would i leave here?
food and friends abound.

still here, i’ll stay right here
here still, i’ll stay right here
still here, i’ll stay, still.

  • “I would find myself at once alarmed, delighted, and humbled at the limitations of my ordinary looking. My consolation is that this deficiency of mine is quite human. We see, but we do not see: we use our eyes, but our gaze is glancing, frivolously considering its object. We see the signs, but not their meanings. We are not blinded, but we have blinders.”

  • “The greatest learning is that our ability to see is a factor of two complementary forces — attention and intention — as the choices we make in what we attend to shape our entire experience of reality. And expertise is nothing but the carefully orchestrated osmotic balance of the two.”

  • “The art of seeing might have to be learned, but it can never be unlearned, just as the seen itself can never be unseen — a realization at once immensely demanding in its immutability and endlessly liberating in the possibilities it invites.”

session 2 | flowers

to with the marigolds :

maybe you were bred for us.
oh to be adorned by your blood-
tinged edges; revealing your petals
that cup water into your center
circulating system. I want to be
draped by you, decorated with you,
but I crave an understanding of
why you bulge so lightly on top
of the stem you rest on. You look
tired, maybe a long day of heating
conserving, flourishing. Tell me
a story about your undergrowth.
(and I’ll leave you alone)

<3 Emma

My tye-dye dream

Orange & pink
Or is it
Pink & orange
more than just one color
in all the monochrome
green of the garden,
The sheer audacity,
Ripe & unhinged.

>>
amongst the green would you stop for me?
above the leaves my flowers sing
petals of magenta /
the art of attraction
enjoy my beauty /
is this love or transaction?

zinnias grow like a button rose
my love goes where the wind blows
zinnia strike a revealing pose
come to me let my love show

i inspire desire
stop to admire
spread my radiance
come here lover

Zinnias [demo]
Ben Roberts

There was an old man named Plato, who was sitting and eating a tomato. He thought it was sweet, with a wee bit of heat, but he couldn't remember it late-o! (what does rhyme with tomato?)

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There was an old man named Plato, who was sitting and eating a tomato. He thought it was sweet, with a wee bit of heat, but he couldn't remember it late-o! (what does rhyme with tomato?) ~

  • "The difficult magic of animistic perception, the utter weirdness and dark wonder that lives in any deeply place-based relation to the earth, is the felt sense of being in contact with wakeful forms of sentience that are richly different from one’s own—the experience of interaction with intelligences that are radically other from one’s own human style of intelligence."

  • “To the animistic frame of mind, any sound can be a voice, any movement can be a gesture laden with expressive intent … Only as our senses transferred their animating magic to the written word did the other animals fall dumb, the trees and rocks become mute.”

  • “For animism—the instinctive experience of reciprocity or exchange between the perceiver and the perceived—lies at the heart of all human perception. While such participatory experience may be displaced by our engagement with particular tools and technologies, it can never entirely be dispelled."

  • “Our bodies have co-evolved with the dynamic shapes and patterns of the breathing earth: our animal eyes are tuned to the earthly rhythms of light and shadow, and our skin to subtle changes in the atmosphere.”

  • “What is the difference between these two forms of seeing, or sensing, at a distance? One approach, mediated by the smartphone, works by dissolving distance entirely—detaching us from our sensory embedment in a particular place in order to dialogue with other minds that have similarly withdrawn from their senses. The other, in contrast, works by virtue of our body and our creaturely senses. Instead of divesting ourselves of the place where we find ourselves, this more ancient form of clairvoyance involves tuning one’s body so thoroughly to the terrain that we ourselves become fully a part of the sensate surroundings."

  • “The land feels itself within us. Our animal body blends into the wider Body of the animate Earth—this immense, spherical metabolism in which our individual physiologies are embedded, upon which our divergent lives all depend.”

    David Abram, Magic and the Machine

session 3 | veggies

Harmony [demo]
Ben Roberts

come over take a part of me
this relation starts with a seed
i would go anywhere with you.
your love consumes a part of me
just a taste is all you need
life is sweeter when I’m with you.

all it takes, all it takes
all it takes is harmony

red and green shaped from a tree
i’ll take care of you tenderly
all of me depends on all of you.
everywhere i go, everywhere i seek
gaze upon your leaves lustfully
this world is for me and you.

  • “We have for centuries robbed wild plants of the space and time they need to thrive. That has certainly not been to their benefit, nor ultimately is it to ours. Our relationship with plants has changed throughout history, and now it must change again. Whether it’s what we eat and cultivate or whether it’s what we like, we must now work with plants and make the world a little greener, a little wilder. If we do this our future will be healthier and safer, and in my experience at any rate —happier. Plants are after all our most ancient allies and together we can make this an even greener planet.”

    David Attenborough, Green Planet

session 4 | vines

vines are successful
thanks to support from others
let’s grow together!

squash sprouts new tendrils
fuzzy spires, hairs that hold
it all together


I can’t see you / you’re too far away
try to grab you / the space it separates
wrap my arms around /you/
/you/ help me levitate

together, we grow, the seasons change
we climb, and roam, we’ll never be alone
it’s true ∞ you’ll always be my home.

Seasons [demo]
Ben Roberts
  • "A naturalist of the modern era — an experientially based, well-versed devotee of natural ecosystems — is ideally among the best informed of the American electorate when it comes to the potentially catastrophic environmental effects of political decisions. The contemporary naturalist, it has turned out... is no custodian of irrelevant knowledge… but a kind of citizen whose involvement in the political process, in the debates of public life, in the evolution of literature and the arts, has become crucial."

  • "Firsthand knowledge is enormously time consuming to acquire; with its dallying and lack of end points, it is also out of phase with the short-term demands of modern life. It teaches humility and fallibility, and so represents an antithesis to progress. It makes a stance of awe in the witness of natural process seem appropriate, and attempts at summary knowledge naïve."

  • "The modern naturalist, in fact, has now become a kind of emissary in this, working to reestablish good relations with all the biological components humanity has excluded from its moral universe."

  • "In all the years I have spent standing or sitting on the banks of this river, I have learned this: the more knowledge I have, the greater becomes the mystery of what holds that knowledge together, this reticulated miracle called an ecosystem."

    Barry Lopez, The Naturalist

session 5 | trees

Plants are always reaching for more and more light.

Support

This soil wasn’t meant for you
Outgrown your chosen spot
And so you’re tipping over
Seems like it hurts a lot.

I offer you support,
The kind that I can give,
Now your burden’s not so heavy
My thanks for the lessons you live.

Thank you.

Thank you for durable companionship,
protection,
memory.

You never cease to offer what you can, and adapt graciously to your surroundings.

You are a home, you are an elder, you are a lifesource.

I am not alone, ever, for I am connected with each breath to you.

When you feel threatened, you do not retreat.

You ask for help and extend yourself
to unite with others.

You know your worth.

You know your power.

Sous l’arbre
Il y a des hommes
Qui pensent quelque fois
De rien
Et pensent, aux autres fois
De la vie lui-même

Sans le bois
Pour nos maisons, nos bateaux, nos murs
Nous nous comptons seulement parmi les animaux.

Under the tree
There are men
Who sometimes think
Of nothing
And think, at other times
Of life itself.

Without wood
For our homes, our boats, our walls
We would count ourselves among the animals.

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  • "Trees are sanctuaries. Whoever knows how to speak to them, whoever knows how to listen to them, can learn the truth. They do not preach learning and precepts, they preach, undeterred by particulars, the ancient law of life… Trees have long thoughts, long—breathing and restful, just as they have longer lives than ours. They are wiser than we are, as long as we do not listen to them. But when we have learned how to listen to trees, then the brevity and the quickness and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts achieve an incomparable joy. Whoever has learned how to listen to trees no longer wants to be a tree. He wants to be nothing except what he is. That is home. That is happiness.”

    Hermann Hesse, Wandering

  • "We are, in profound ways, shaped by wood. Binocular vision, hands rather than paws, and differentiated front and hind limbs, Ennos notes, are not human features so much as they are animals-living-in-trees features. We share them with our primate cousins; they allowed our ancestors to navigate arboreal canopies."

    Daniel Immerwahr, How Trees Made Us Human

  • “So I opened my mind up and said we need to bring in human aspects to this so that we understand deeper, more viscerally, what’s going on in these living creatures, species that are not just these inanimate objects. We also started to understand that it’s not just resources moving between plants. It’s way more than that. A forest is a cooperative system, and if it were all about competition, then it would be a much simpler place... If we can relate to it, then we’re going to care about it more. If we care about it more, then we’re going to do a better job of stewarding our landscapes.”



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